tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33016273902833741382012-01-18T23:13:34.694+08:00continuously make life beautiful for u and myselfWen Jienoreply@blogger.comBlogger151100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-6002394176283307452012-01-17T21:41:00.002+08:002012-01-17T21:46:23.989+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AWAdFqBU8HU/TxV7qC8ZQ7I/AAAAAAAAACQ/uBpnrSyKTEI/s1600/images.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 259px; height: 194px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-AWAdFqBU8HU/TxV7qC8ZQ7I/AAAAAAAAACQ/uBpnrSyKTEI/s320/images.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5698596865782137778" /></a><br />Really bad !!!<br />wrong track<br />wrong turn <br />Hell !!!<br />Mad !!!<br />It's killing me ....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-600239417628330745?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-82855300156450478442011-12-29T17:40:00.002+08:002011-12-29T17:51:16.528+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-LqXPJICojt0/Tvw36tMFvjI/AAAAAAAAACE/Al6AmnaxiZs/s1600/memo.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 112px; height: 173px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-LqXPJICojt0/Tvw36tMFvjI/AAAAAAAAACE/Al6AmnaxiZs/s320/memo.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691485510791708210" /></a><br />Sorry i am not used to share ..<br />sharing is not my style<br />i do caring in my own way.. sharing isnt caring in my mind<br />i am not to share it but i am trying to keep it<br />i am not sharing because i am appreciate it ..<br />it's all mine ..my beautiful memories<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-8285530015645047844?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-18562125650980698902011-12-28T17:20:00.002+08:002011-12-28T18:01:16.057+08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Nl3Oe1wj8Hs/TvrjZs3TFyI/AAAAAAAAAB4/A7AgC-gmhe4/s1600/exam.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 259px; height: 194px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Nl3Oe1wj8Hs/TvrjZs3TFyI/AAAAAAAAAB4/A7AgC-gmhe4/s320/exam.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691111109815375650" /></a><br /><br />The canteen is so quite<br />the lecture is empty <br />no humming noise like before <br />no people shout out loud in the hostel<br />i can hear the sound from the clock<br />i can see the loneliness of that man <br />i can feel the stress from everyone <br />i am... trying<br />... struggling<br />.... wouldnt give up <br />Gambateh !! make all-out effort !!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-1856212565098069890?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-22680550513269544912011-12-28T15:01:00.003+08:002011-12-28T15:23:23.738+08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-nu6jJ4TD4wA/TvrDaLhsGVI/AAAAAAAAABs/WUPv2UuIdYs/s1600/COFFEE.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 237px; height: 213px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-nu6jJ4TD4wA/TvrDaLhsGVI/AAAAAAAAABs/WUPv2UuIdYs/s320/COFFEE.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5691075933674150226" /></a><br /><br /> i miss your Coffee .<br />i miss the smell and happiness<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-2268055051326954491?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-91335563633395261872011-12-27T12:16:00.002+08:002011-12-27T12:28:38.203+08:00awakening myself <br />i was sleeping in the ideal that i though<br />deeply in sleep with glory<br />my eye was blotted out by power <br />my mind sank in the dark<br />my dream was designed<br />protected<br />forth putting<br /><br />i gotta awake <br />sound from the truth<br />calling me<br />my eye opened <br />cloud vanish<br />i stand<br />i rise<br />i shout<br />i am myself<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-9133556363339526187?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-26477783558394673862011-12-26T21:27:00.002+08:002011-12-26T21:38:51.718+08:00回眼一望。。<br />一切的滴滴点点跟着过去。。消失。。不见<br />从前愉快与失落的感觉已经不在。。不再<br />已往的过去就应该被遗忘<br />心中对过去的不舍被现在的梦想征服<br />告别遥远的自己。用她对我的情迎接新的自我。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-2647778355839467386?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-37420494191963555062011-11-18T19:29:00.003+08:002011-11-18T21:11:35.500+08:007/11/90 ... <br />I was born in Batu Pahat ... I cried and say hi to Ong's family ^^<br />1995 ... <br />ppl call me wen jie<br />bros call me ah di<br />mum and dad call me lao san <br />grandma also hug me and tell me their little prince<br />my family love me so so so much<br />although i was living in muar <br />but i know i will be back to batu pahat soon <br /><br />1996 ...<br />i think everyone think that i m unique <br />but actually i am just wana to be myself <br />i m different... i dont wana follow other peers<br />i dont want befriend with classmate or else because they aren't special<br />i started to learn from my dad<br />i followed him here and there<br />every pattern every actions<br />my dad and his friends are allies in the business field<br />the relationship made me met my childhood friends ..<br />the 7 named us ... 7 persons...<br />7 young youth... new generation<br />we are evil<br />we are playful<br />we are special<br /><br />1999...<br />standard three<br />i never read my books ... i never touch any novels but play...<br />my dad faced the first financial problem<br />my aunt is in critical kidney failure...<br />i am really sad<br />alwooooooo....<br />i liked to mess up everything...<br />i am naughty .. nerd scare of me ^^<br />but she fell on me<br /><br />2002 ...<br />standard six<br />i gotta study lorx... spend a year for studying six years books ... no problem!!<br />Miss english cucumber look me like a nut and i wont make it <br />i gotta tell her .... dont underestimate me sorry<br />luckily , Miss Lim helped me up ... she grew me , teach me ... thank you<br />mid-term test result released ... my results are all pass ... woahahahaha<br />until upsr end . i told miss cucumber ... wear you thick len and see me walk into form 1 classroom<br /><br />2003 ..<br />life start in smka<br />1 ke 5<br />owww gosh ... it's 9th class in the sequence of form 1<br />all '7' excluding me ... is in the top class<br />nevermind... i read and listened to the teacher<br />all gangsters are there bully people ... but they are in my class<br />my bro helped me ... luckily , all gangster knew my bro... suddenly , i m protected by gangster ... weird~~<br /><br />2004 <br />2 ke 2<br />hahaha ... third class in rank now<br />i m so incredible huh<br />that's time my classmate are crazy too ... but i am not closer with them too<br />sze yong , jing yin and meow fen are three who i admire<br />because i like drawing too ...<br />i am best friend of sze yong because he know my family ... i m so strong but i m low profiling ... me and him got a bet ... i bet jing yin will be a beauty in future but he said meow fen is the one ... finally both of us are right but sze yong really shitty guy ... he's the one who told me dont woo jing yin although i m not interested with her ya ... but he is the one who woo her ... sweat... haha<br />but i am allowed to learn drawing that time because dad is facing bankruptcy<br />our salted fish production factory and ships are sold ... problems were solved <br />but i was poor that time ... i cant tell anyone...<br /><br />2005 <br />3 ke 1<br />i m in the first class now ... muahahahah<br />i joined scout ... i am active now<br />i loved to be a scout ... i mastered all the skills<br />marching , ikatan , pertolongan cemas , cooking , firing ... im the best<br />but i dont forget my friends '7' in kl every minutes<br />i got phone i called them every night<br />coco call me every 10 pm that time<br />we got endless topic<br /><br />2006<br />4 kristal<br />the real first class now<br />yinn ying , jun hui , pey wen , hong ki ... they are too strong ....<br />haixxx but i got my another world<br />7 is really crashing out in kl since my first love began<br />coco was first girlfriend<br />i always went to kl every weekend<br />i learnt drink alcoholic and race a car<br />hahaha ... cool life <br />my dad ran a new business after several types of business<br />second factory ...ppd... i am anak of plastic<br />that's motivate me ran my first real business with back of '7' fathers<br /><br />2007<br />5 kristal<br />' strong warlord ' cant eliminate me so easily ... i m in the class<br />spm is on the top of my head<br />but i dont care <br />i wana run my business ... dividing people's company and sell them like a trash is cool but i realise it's a sin<br />i wan quit of making those sin ... coco is the one who understand it but she couldnt stop the 'tornado' i made<br />7/11/07... my car ...the first car ... airtrek is gifted by '7'<br />i cant drive it in batu pahat ... dad wouldnt allow me accept other's gift<br />i hide it in kl ...aiya<br />spm was sat and high school's life seem not yet be end<br /><br />2008<br />we're broken<br />i didnt bring anything that related with her <br />my clothers are in her wardrobe <br />my photos are thrown <br />sorry i cried for her but i wouldnt cry again <br /><br />6a gaharu <br />form 6 huh ... challenging stpm ...<br />i am in the class ... lame class in the beginning<br />but slowly i feel that they are all so friendly<br />i think i enjoyed it although it's not deluxe but relax<br />good<br /><br />2009 stpm ... robotic competition ...goshhhh... busy<br />nevermind i still can get distinction in national physic competiton and 1st in robotic competition johor<br />hahaha<br /> just my stmp habis liao<br />3.42... but i m not regret<br />duing the form 6 , i try to start a new chain with a girl , leong but she isnt really suitable to me .. she is not cool as i think ya<br />i met another girl but maybe the fate is not chaining both of us<br />until i found myself in ah xin<br />i love her more and more although she is still thinking of another guy<br /><br />2010 <br />my dad bankrupt ... factory is sold .. <br />Brain tumors can press on nerves and affect my brain function. i spent all my money for the operation<br />i almost sold my life to death<br />i m recovered <br />i gotta work work work ... help my dad while i am trying to remember everything that i forgot<br />i earn money from bright and dark<br />when i almost success<br />my friend betray me<br />i gotta pay for his debt as his warrantor . i paid for him and paid my sin <br />i went thru it with the help of coco <br />my life is restarted when the girl i kept waiting is suddenly accept me<br />12/6/2010 ... the day we start and my promise is there for her<br />and i step in usm <br />and studying material engineering<br /><br />2011 ..<br />ah xin is fully occupy my mind<br />i gotta work harder ...<br />i gotta rise my family up <br />i responsibly to do .....<br /><br />today ....18/11 .... i think back the past ... it's happened like a dream <br />but my future is still like a long way that i gotta walk step by step<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-3742049419196355506?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-60992702973152658702011-11-12T12:33:00.002+08:002011-11-12T12:48:52.317+08:0011.11.11<br />i m all alone<br />loneliness<br />the only one in room<br />the only person was eating in vast chafe<br />the only person bathed in bathroom<br />doing revision ... watching drama ... reading .... alll by oneself<br />something appear in my mind after i received a message <br />she is not alone <br />but she is not with her family <br />'cause she is accompany her friends<br />it's a simple thing right?<br />why she is trying to hide it ?<br />i dont know why <br />i cant figure it out <br />i though that she will tell me everything without hidding<br />there must be something i shouldnt be known<br />the another part of me tells me ..<br />i m the obstacle that giving her happiness<br />she felt happy when she was joining her friend before we are be with<br />i should know when i shouldnt see it , i shouldnt know it and i gotta shut my mouth <br />silence is the best solution<br />11.11.11 is always remind me this<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-6099270297315265870?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-68917293490257018012011-10-16T15:41:00.002+08:002011-10-16T16:00:45.798+08:00""In philosophy, reality is the state of things as they actually exist, rather than as they may appear or might be imagined.[1] In a wider definition, reality includes everything that is and has been, whether or not it is observable or comprehensible. A still more broad definition includes everything that has existed, exists, or will exist, not just in the mind, or even more broadly also including what is only in the mind.<br />Historically, philosophers have sometimes considered reality to include nonexistent things such as "gold mountains" in a sense referred to as a subsistence, as well.[citation needed] By contrast existence is often restricted solely to being (compare with nature).<br />Reality is often contrasted with what is imaginary, delusional, in the mind, dreams, what is abstract, what is false, or what is fictional. To reify is to make more real, and to abstract is the opposite. The truth refers to what is real, while falsity refers to what is not. Fictions are not considered real""<br /><br />dah dah dah .... so lame ya wikipedia !!<br /><br />reality .... is ...maybe an incident that we cant expect , maybe a tragedy happen in the next second , maybe it's just a non exist thing<br /><br />reality is different kind of story if we wana to compare with dream..<br />dream can be foreseen but reality cant <br />reality is a truth that people hard to believe<br />it is unreasonable and hurting people sometime<br />people feel lost because reality isnt match with their expected dream<br />people feel sad because reality bring unhappiness and bad lucky to them<br />sometime , reality also bring good luck to people ...but the probability is really low<br /><br />for me , i accepted alot of failure and sadness<br />that's reality i am talking about<br />i dont know when i can really stand up again<br />not dare to accept any 'reality' anymore...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-6891729349025701801?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-11180645572357396332011-10-15T20:39:00.003+08:002011-10-15T21:00:25.351+08:00everyone have dream .. <br />A dream make us believe in what are doing and even fighting for ..<br />dream is a thing ? .. maybe it just a thing that possibly exist in this world <br />chasing the dream that we believe in makes our life meaningful <br />but there is people who are not chasing their dream<br />they got no choice ...but .. why ???<br />this world is full of Uneasy unfortune<br />no every people got the chance or right to chase what they really wan and what they need<br />sadness , pathetic <br /><br />Im lost .. AM i chasing my dream ?<br />or <br />im already lose the chance to chase the dream i was thinking??<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-1118064557235739633?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-13794014513232791622011-10-14T15:24:00.002+08:002011-10-14T15:42:12.844+08:009 of October , congrats dude ... one of my teAM mate , one of the SEven<br />you got a girl that you desired and admired ..<br />the ceremony is a great great start of your new chapter of life but it's the end of our kinship ..maybe the last meeting between all of you and me ..<br />i will always remember all of you ..<br />Friends , continuously fight for the future , family and love .<br />'raising family <br />doing differently <br />always be proud<br />show our identity <br />be a powerful guy in one side of the world ' that's the last thing i got to tell<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-1379401451323279162?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-67913515637845731642011-01-16T14:25:00.000+08:002011-01-16T14:26:16.122+08:00思念<br /><br /><br />似浮云<br /><br />轻轻飘过<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似微风<br /><br />荡漾心头<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似种子<br /><br />深植心田<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似春阳<br /><br />温暖心窝<br /><br />思念 <br /><br />似冬日<br /><br />冷彻心扉<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似海潮<br /><br />来势迅猛<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似流水<br /><br />奔腾渲泻<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似刑责<br /><br />痛入骨髓<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似咖啡<br /><br />回味无穷<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似烈酒<br /><br />焚烧心智<br /><br />思念<br /><br />似五味<br /><br />杂陈心底<br /><br />思念<br /><br />将怎样<br /><br />把你摒弃<br /><br />因为<br /><br />思念<br /><br />的滋味<br /><br />太苦太涩<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-6791351563784573164?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-73934092082523124422010-12-05T01:36:00.002+08:002010-12-05T01:47:36.782+08:00Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-7393409208252312442?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-13906938906952494722010-11-14T23:52:00.002+08:002010-11-15T00:02:14.803+08:00Exam really brings a lot of pressures into my head<br />while i m stressed until i cant breath , i hope that someone messenge to me ...<br />but i m waiting for the messenge until my heart feel so cool... lonely<br />many questions is in my mind ... why is she ? what's she is doing ? what happen to her?.....<br />oh god ... am i right or wrong ? something was wrong to me ...<br />what should i do for controling myself ?<br />when i was stressed , i would like to eat , eat and eat... <br />my tears wouldnt drop <br />i wouldnt fall<br />i will rise and face every challenges<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-1390693890695249472?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3301627390283374138.post-80963507105791522922010-05-06T23:19:00.004+08:002010-05-06T23:39:27.244+08:00past isnt important to me anymore...<br />willingly forget it ..<br />its the turning point for me now ..<br />i m trying to my best to be the No 1<br />i would not hide myself behind of the trouble ...<br />i m clear with my condition<br />the time to make my decision is coming<br />i know a lot of obstacles is awaiting for me ...<br />sorry to the people who i hav brought misfortune to them..<br />i m always equip myself for your challenges<br />i will pay what i owe to you all ..<br />you all dont let me dissapointed again<br />come and fight ...<br />i kip my promise to tim ... i do make it..<br />show up yourself if you see this..<br />i m going to be simple<br />chasing simple dream<br />free from greedy , cruel and realistic world<br />back to the only world i belong to<br />the 1st step of my incoming life will be began<br />my word is there .. the NEXT is there<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3301627390283374138-8096350710579152292?l=awakeningforest.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Wen Jienoreply@blogger.com0